| grrr... this is SO frustrating! i cant do it.. this is for you collin HAHA
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| so I'm home in Austin... thank God! I am so happy to be here, but Satan has really been attacking me and my family. My dad is in the hospital right now... he has been there since Sat night. PLZ pray for him... and today i had to go to the doctor..i have been sick for 3 days.. ear infection&strep... sux : ( BUT i know that it is just because so much is already happening w/the church and youth group. these last few days I've really learned the power of prayer!!..
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| so tomorrow i am leaving to go home. i am really going to miss my friends i love you all so much!!!!!!
man.. i can not believe how much has changed in my life in just the last couple of weeks. to be honest... i was really hurt, still am. And it is always hardest when you really care about that person. I thought I would be used to this by now.. but truth.. i'm not. Everytime i get my heart broken it just seems to hurt worse. And this time it really did. I know God has a reason for everything..I've heard it a million times. But I can not find it. and that really sux. Then on top of all that, I have a pretty bad medical problem now... i need alot of prayer ALOT. I just know what amazing things God is starting to do in my heart, and will do this summer, so maybe this is just Satan attacking.. but maybe not. I was reading ahead of the speaker today and found a verse that basically said.. that God takes away those that aren't producing fruit, and purges them that are... to be honest I HAVE NO CLUE if thats what's going on here. I trust God that he can take this problem away from my body. That he can remove it. But why is it that I am just too scared to ask Him to??!? i dont know. Things are really put into perspective when EVERYTHING is stripped away,when its out of your hands, and HE is all you have left. |
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| Well the year is winding down. 3 weeks and I'll be home in Texas!!!
.. things have been going pretty great lately. I can't wait to be home with my family.. but at the same time I will miss a few people up here.. 
I'm very excited to get home and start workin w/the youth. And start working again!! But I'm even more excited just to be able to see my mom every day haha. I miss her alot. Well this is the last week of classes and I'm pretty sure I'm failing all but one! yeah 4 me!! haha so i have one last week to get stuff in!I'm gonna be workin my butt off... and hopefully I can pass!!
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| YEAHHHHHH
sweet freakin relief!
haha so today was amazing! ..for once...drama free. So I just hung out with some people then tonight me and the girls played basketball in the gym... that was fun. So yah, I'm just finally in a good mood.lol and happy with things and the place i'm in.. |
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